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I've wanted to blogged about this long time ago. But what 'inspired' me today was. I was waiting for a bus at paya lebar. This malay man started begging. Begging to a malay woman. Asking for money to eat as he didnt eat the whole day. (Dont ask me why i understand, I do know simple malay) Then the woman just turned and said no politely. The malay guy scolded pukit (pussy). And shouted very loudly. Saying that she is a malay, yet not helping her own race. Shouted for more than 10 mins. Vulgarities and all. (Couldnt understand some) But he repeatedly said: pukit, ni na bei and chee bye.
I thought that was it. Then this guy started to shout and shout. He walked towards the MRT, and started chasing a bangala. I pity the bangala. The black was very innocent. He was just heading home. Talking on the phone. And the malay man started snatching his bag. Shouting at him. I was ridiculously shocked that the malay guy snatched from a bangala. How much can a bangala earn? Leave him alone please.
Then he started shouting and cursing people at the bustop. I WAS THERE. He stared at me and i stared back, he gave a 'what' look and started shouting chee bye. I was fucking annoyed and turned away. He continued pointing to the other bangalas around. Scolding them in malay and hokkien vulgarities. _________________
Another incident was: There is this woman, at my estate that shouts to strangers. She takes the bus and talks to the air. Then alight without paying. I pity her, but what is wrong is that when the bus refuses to stop (she is blacklisted). She points middle finger and scolds the driver. Like seriously, how civilized? ________________
I've had many countless incidents. Recently, it seems like more and more are happening. I've even met someone that scolds every person he saw. And some scolding the floor. I remember one man at simei. He scolded the floor. And scolds every else. It was raining. He scolded the god and everything. And even points middle finger. No, not to the air. But people around him. Innocent old man too.
1) Let's get this clear, firstly I do not despite people with mental illness or what. I strongly do not, and in fact I pity people who are suffering from mental illnesses. And I respect people who owns up and tries to seek help for their illness.
However, I'm seriously, hugely, largely, honestly disgusted with people (points down).
I pity her, a lot. But, when you verbally or physically threatened people. ITS WRONG. And for those who thinks she is pityful, yeah she is. But that doesnt allow her to spit at people. She still feels embarrassed means she still has a slight clear of mind. It does not mean that you're suffering from a particular illness then you'll have the privilege to harass or put other's safety into risk. This is freaking annoying.
2) I have no idea why people do not care about their image. Doing things like playing with your friends and having fun, thats fine. But hey, whats with all the vulgarities? Mina and mud rep has a growing population in here. Same goes to uncivilized old man or woman. Not forgetting ah lian and ah bengs wanabes.
I'm sorry to hear that your boyfriend has another girl out there. Really am. Still, in case any malays come across this. Please tell me what the fuck is she saying. All i know is: sapa tu perumpan: who is that woman?
kau kat mana: where are you?
aku nak jumpa kau: i want to see you
pukit: pussy
Correct me if i'm wrong. I know your bastard boyfriend cheated on you. But babe, you're on a MRT. MASS RAPID TRANSPORT. Which means it's public. Just shut up and go settle this at your mama place. Whats with all these shoutings? Aren't you ashamed of shouting in public with all the vulgarities? Yes i say too, but i dont project it till my neighbor living on the 18th floor hears it right.
Nice kick on that big fat belly. Awesome job. Just don't let this happen to me. Can you imagine people are freaking rushing to work or something. Then this came a guy pressing the emergency button keeping the door open. Creating a fight in the bus that may cause innocent people to get injuried. I dont know what happened. Can't judge that. But the violence alone is fucked up enough.
Okay, from what i heard from the video. (this video is in hokkien) The video man hit the woman that was crazily shouting kaninabei cheebye. What the hell right? Yeah. A guy hit you woman. What balls you have? The woman is indeed wrong, for causing so much violence and stuff. Uncivilized. Especially in public. Like seriously, chill. Come on, call the police. Nail him. But that ball less guy, should freaking know how to respect woman.
4) Though I've never been to a police academy or etc. I know. That solving problems verbally is always better than laying your hands. Well, police in singapore are always so "calm" and bo chap. But hey. See this.
That fucker, indian guy trying to challenge the police is fucking stupid. I swear, who the hell challenges someone with baton, gun and is a man of law. Dont be dumb okay you particular indian fucked up guy who just keeps shouting. Seriously, a disgrace to all indians. That guy is just fucked up. What else can i say?
Though this proves that singapore's police that always feels challengable are not. LOL But i guess this isn't right. As stated in cisco academy. (quoted from a ex officer) He should talk things calmly and settle the dispute until he is highly physically threatened. I dont see how that indian guy can do. He did pushed the officer. But is that painful? I doubt so. And by picking up a fight in public, he may hurt people around. Officer, I guess you need to chill out. This is not WWE, we don't have ding ding ding. -.-
2:59 AM
Monday, October 12, 2009
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Nothing as meaningful as this.
6:42 PM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
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Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on god's lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me to god and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father now. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also,
Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love, Your Baby Girl
9:47 PM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
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I love this song, Jonas Brothers aren't gay anymore. Trust me. This aren't lousy. I'm so lucky that mp3 is on shuffle cause thats what brought me to listen to JB again! Traffic is decreasing so badly thats why I'm blogging now. Before I end this short post:
I LOVE MATHEMATICS TO THE MAXIMUM!!! LETS BE IN A RELATIONSHIP MATHS, NOT. DAMN.
9:12 PM
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No more this close, only I've got this. Totally. And, I feel like a total trash. Why are people like that? Am I really that insignificant that you can hardly be bothered? Argh, shut up cert. Go do that thick stack of maths papers. YAY!! MATHS. -.- Wait, science too. WAH FUCK.
9:03 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
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GO TO HELL.
7:31 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
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No one should ever be left alone. Family, friends, loved ones and all.
I did my hair on wednesday! And I'm loving it. The only thing is that I cant wash it. This sucks to the damn core, a few more hours and I'll be able to wash it. I need a wash! I need time! I need to settle down! I need cash! I need sleep! Happy farm should be happy, but why are things turning ugly? Take a break, why so serious? Its becoming a competitive thing. Relax and settle down. Breathe in and out. Let's be happy ;)
Lunch and chilling out with sister. Kj joined us. It was great. Me and sister wore the same outfits, but no pictures taken. I took one, sis deleted it! Now, lets hope everything will be better. For you and me, or maybe everybody and anybody that needs it.
PS: We met pan gf. -waves! hello-
9:57 PM
Friday, September 04, 2009
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Yes, and I am THIS(points up) sleepy when I woke up. But now, I'm freaking awake. I think this routine is good, I shall adapt it and make it happen everyday. This is great, hopefully I can keep to my schedule and do all my revising.
Tomorrow's history paper better pay off well enough, at least a B3. Chemistry is kinda hopeless for me, but nonetheless, I'll still study for it. I cannot give up! The least I can do is to try my best for the paper. I shall head for more LON and then some Salts. :)
5:04 AM
Monday, August 31, 2009
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Will blog about today tmr. :) OMGAH AT LAST MY BLOG IS BACK TO LAST TIME. ^^
11:27 PM
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This is Aaron Charles Gabriel! From 4e5`09. Bff! You sounded great :) Jiayou. Anyway we did a banner for you!
8:27 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
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Kel! You still owe me my patrick, spongebob and meet ups! Haha. I realise I blog differently in blogger as compared to tumblr. Maybe abit. What do you think? ^o)
Science practical> McDonalds> Home (I know my life is boring) I feel like playing mahjong after classmates mentioned it. Maybe I should revive my wahjong account. Distraction! Happy farm is bad enough. I'm watching channel 8! I think it is super hilarious. Am I blogging more and more like humanities essay? Patricia said so.